  Zana Nasir♥ |
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Sunday, January 1, 2012
Its 2012! Not at all excited yet eager to start a new phase of life. Even if the same obstacles are what lies ahead, I'll face them without hesitations. There's no such thing as absolution when you're who you are, transgression repeats on you, like onions. I have them all, the good & the bad. At times when I was down, precious memories came to light & rescued me from the dark. Embracing both is what makes life neutral. Been out and about, met new people, created more bonds, ventured into new fields, faced criticisms, turned wild (in a good way), lost friends, endured backstabs, Alhamdulilah, I managed to pull everything through. School was great and will always be. Once almost gave up, considering how much I've sacrificed yet pressure keeps on mounting. I just have to believe. & with positive mindset comes positive results. Achieved good grades all this while, thus had me thinking why I want to raise the flag in the first place? My peers supported me emotionally & mentally, it's my duty to help them academically. Very grateful to have such caring mates, what'd I do without them? What'd I do without love? I've liked someone because of his spontaneity, dated him & loved discreetly. That friendship flourished into love, unfortunately, after we grew apart. It didn't work out, we just had to move on. Move on, like not remembering him when I think of potato salad, not missing him when someone stares while I eat, just not missing him is fine. Thing is, I suck at love. What'd I do without arts? I've gone scot-free from all the heartbreaks and depressions. Dancing keeps me alive, and I love it that it keeps me busy. Tend to regret mistakes here and there, pulling me down together with broken hopes & dreams. But I'm now flying high due to their belief & trust in me. I've got great friends, who taught me everything I need to know, gave me everything I need to have. More & more opportunities keep flowing in. And I never waste a second stopping in my tracks & take a look at what I've been doing. I love what I do. Though its not a passion. What'd I be without family? Been an extremely tough journey for us all. I can't say much cause I don't intend to bring up the past. What's done's done. Thanks to my family. Words can't describe how precious you guys are to me. Loving and missing you guys each and every single day ;) 2:03 AM |
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