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Friday, January 6, 2012
Been attending lots of classes, lab class, theory class, dance class & others. The most strenuous was dance class. We're back from our break and its not enough! I wish abg could grant me my leave but no doubt he won't. Last leave I took was during my Os & it was years back. However with me ranting and sulking about longing for a break, I feel so empty without trainings. My schedule is tight but seems otherwise. Furthermore I need to settle lots of stuffs, attend meetings no matter what. So lets just give the thought for a break some break! I love being busy anyway, hardly have any time for myself or family. Not that I'm tryna avoid opportunities to bond stronger, my blood ties, but that I'm comfortable leading a life that is more exposed outside. Like volunteering, travelling, interacting and all. & it looks like its me alone been growing such interest. Lately been pondering deeply about my future. I'm afraid I'll end up being someone I've tried hard not to be all this while. Regrets here & there, but never learnt anything. But turn out to be a major disappointment to myself. At times felt like wanna walk out on myself. All hopes lost, I'm struggling on my own.. 3:12 PM |
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